rainy drives with music loud enough to rearrange my thoughts.
hi, i'm shae
this site is my tiny corner of the internet: part diary, part stickerbook & part operating system.
i’m building it slowly while i learn, break things, fix them again, and the cycle repeats itself.
current file status: unfinished, loved, still loading.
current status
status: online, probably overthinking
mood: romanticising everything
drink: monster ultra paradise
soundtrack: the story so far
current quest: building a life that feels like mine
likes
- rainy nights
- city lights
- cherries
- flavoured caffeine
- pop punk
- old internet graphics
- black vans
- my cats
- tattoos
low battery triggers
- being rushed
- feeling behind
- dry small talk
- unanswered messages
- websites breaking after one tiny edit
- pretending i don’t care when i absolutely do
recharge-methods.exe
when i feel drained, these are the little things that usually help me feel normal again.
caffeine, headphones, and one tiny website fix that actually works.
clean sheets, low lights, true crime documentary + snacks.
finding a new blinkie, pixel graphic, or weird little internet treasure.
quiet time after overstimulation, preferably with no decisions required.
remembering i do not have to fix my whole life in one afternoon.
personality quizzes
tiny personality diagnostics from suspicious corners of the internet.
yea look, idk.
empty... kuromi got here first.
currently becoming
currently learning how to code and trying to trust myself through the awkward beginner phase. it's annoying, but also exciting.
i still feel behind sometimes, but i don't feel as stuck as i used to.
tiny manifesto
i don’t need this site to be perfect.
i just need it to feel like mine.
unfinished is not the same as broken.
shae.exe profile loaded
status: still becoming...