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about

a little file about me, this site, and whatever i’m slowly turning into

hi, i'm shae

this site is my tiny corner of the internet: part diary, part scrapbook, part rainy-city operating system.

i’m building it slowly while i learn, break things, fix them again, and get a little more proud every time the code finally works.

current file status: unfinished, loved, still loading.

current status

status: online, probably overthinking

mood: romanticising everything

drink: ultra paradise monster

soundtrack: pop punk too loud

current quest: building a life that feels like mine

skull divider

likes

  • rainy nights
  • city lights
  • cherries
  • flavoured caffeine
  • pop punk
  • old internet graphics
  • black vans
  • silver jewellery
  • small signs that i’m becoming myself

low battery triggers

  • being rushed
  • feeling behind
  • dry small talk
  • unanswered messages
  • websites breaking after one tiny edit
  • pretending i don’t care when i absolutely do

stats

class: future mechanic, currently loading

alignment: chaotic soft

special ability: romanticising tiny details

weakness: reading into everything

inventory: headphones, caffeine, lip balm, stubborn hope

current build: v1.5

♡ snack stash ♡
monster_white gif monster_pink gif monster_green gif
donut gif bunny_burger gif jellycup1d gif milk_strawberry gif juice_panda gif gum_apple gif

empty... kuromi got here first.

lost_files.zip

recovered fragments from somewhere after midnight.

unsent_texts.txt

saved as a draft because some feelings are too loud to send.

rainy_drive.mp3

windows down, music up, pretending the city is giving advice.

things_i_survived.log

more than i give myself credit for.

old_dreams.folder

not deleted, just archived until further notice.

midnight_thoughts.exe

currently running in the background.

currently becoming

currently learning how to code, how to trust myself, how to start from zero, and how to want things without apologising for it.

future me feels closer than she used to.

tiny manifesto

i don’t need this site to be perfect.

i just need it to feel like mine.

unfinished is not the same as broken.

last updated: may 18, 2026 build: v1.5
shae.exe online page: about status: still becoming build: v1.6
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